Professional Perms vs. Home Kits! Color + Straightening help!?

Hello and I was wondering what I could do with my hair,

I am half white and black; and male

I look more white and half forgein then black though. XDD

I am kind of glad I am not to dark, though I like my perma tan. XD

I have done two home box perms.

They looked good for a few days, and then my hair went down hill.

It breaks SOO MUCH!

Like... I am getting scared.

It's nothing noticeable..

But... it it broken in so many places.

I hate it how my hair has so much frizz.

I use anti frizz serum.. but it makes it look all grease and wet all the time.

I hate it how.. m hair is puffy under neath my hair.

And now.. it has nappy look..

My hair has a thick white person texture, just because I have so much. But it has the curl of a black person. %26gt;_%26lt;'

I was wondering.. what can I do?

I could really careless about the cost.

I just want something done.

I want long hair... but I want a hair serum that looks natural and a hair pattern that looks right. And if you left up my hair.. it's all kinky

Professional Perms vs. Home Kits! Color + Straightening help!?

Please go to a professional and your hair will be wonderful